Without realising it, it has already been a year or so that we have been together. Although we agree not to count dates (exact ones), but we roughly know it's about this period of time. Time sure passes so quickly that I couldn't even believe we actually just passed the one year mark.
I wouldn't say that we have been always been smooth sailing. We do go through those ups and downs like any normal relationship. 2 major events that cause me to be really down. But it's also all this ups and downs that makes me realise how much I still want to be by his side. How much I don't wanna leave this man. All this ups and downs allows me to see things from a different prospective to protect myself and also to protect the relationship, at the meanwhile, preparing for the future.
1 year isn't really a long time I would say. There would be many more years to come (I hope). But the part that surprise is that we actually passed this mark. To be frank, when I went through those 2 downfall, I didn't see us getting through it and being able to continue as we are now. As for now, things are back to normal, or maybe slightly better than the past?, we're getting on fine. I'm happy, he's happy. We're both happy.
I appreciate all the time he tries to squeeze out for me. The little surprises he gets me once in awhile. The loving and tender voice that ask me if I'm alright when I'm exceptionally quiet. The text messages he sends to let me know how much he misses me. The effort put in to plan a day with me. The effort he takes to try and melt me. All this little things, I do notice it and I appreciate it.
My dear, I may not be the most beautiful & gentle girl around, but I'll always try my best to understand you better. I want you to always be feeling happy, comfortable & warm whenever you're with me. I hope after giving me so much of your time, you would still have enough personal space. I don't want to be eating into your personal space.
Whenever he's happy, I'm happy.
I loved and died. But yet, I continued to love till now.
Let's hope everything goes on smoothly till the very end. Cause a quiet and peaceful life with you is more than enough.
With the man who brought me lots of tears & smile.
The man who changes me and makes feel better.
Thank you
❤
