HAPPY 20TH MONTH HUBBY. MUACKS <3

went bac to coral for an hour 2day to see see look look at my precious cg. hahas. those dear teachers still remember me. yipee. hehe. went to simei sakae to met dear for sakae buffet. it's been long since we had tat as my attachement lunch break timin dun seem to be able to make it for sakae buffet timin. den went off to bobby work de shop to collect our specs. i look quite ok in it ba, i tink ~.~ (refer to bottom for fotos.lol) den jiu home for ht le. and it's a cmi batch, so little ppl, wat a waste of time.

slp soon le. 2morrow work le. sian diao. project deadline comin, i'm TRYIN to do it. lol. GOODNITE.





saw it at a comic shop, nice? heehee

happy 20 months anniversary, hubby :)
and countin on =p

took off to spend the day wif dear, and i can wake up slightly later. hehe. it's very late le, and i'm goin to bed soon. went bugis wif dear jus now to make specs, to be collected 2morrow. my degree is unstable ~.~ and i was shocked dat dear made a pair too. hahas. we gonna look nerdy =x went to jiao di an mo wif dear, and it was very pain for him till when he fall asleep he still feel the pain -.- hao la stop here le.

sleepy ~.~ eyes tired, shoulder achin.
good nite :)

went to lian's bdae chalet jus now. met up wif those old friends and sisters. and wow, I MISS DEM. lol. wo de sister also finally attach le. hahas. enjoyed my time dere but too bad dear didnt wanna join me to the chalet :( other time ba. saw yani and some others too. old friends gatherin ba :D ahboon is so white, while joel is so red, addin dem 2gether is jus like the singapore flag, we're jus short of the crescents and starss. WAHAHAHA

2morrow got drivin lesson and i gotta slp soon le. my shoulder is hurtin due to the sunburn and dear still go and rub. he's takin revenge! ma de !!! nites ppl.

2morrow after lesson mit dear le go make specs :)

went airshow 2day, was foc as i've got trade invitation. heehee. and i suspect i'm havin sunburn as my shoulder is so pain when touches water and it's very red. lol. my advise is to put on suntan lotion before goin into the open air exibition. lots of plane though. while look at the fotos, u can barely see my eyes. LOL. it was so sunny till i've got sunburn and i cant really open my eyes while takin the fotos, it was very windy too.

my FOC pass :)

went up a few plane to explore, and it was sort of cosy, nice luhs, how i hope i've got a private jet :(

i noe i look fatter den fefore, not i wan de, i'll try to lose some weight so i'll look better k :( wo hui jiayou de. as i dun hav my lappy now, i shall shoo to bed early 2day, as my lappy wif dear dear!! 2morrow got lian's bdae chalet wonder wat time my nuren wanna go, dear will go wif me rite? :xand ya, i finally got sponsor for my specs le, papa sponsor wo le! finally i can make a pair of specs and wont hav to walk around like a blind lady -.-

hao le, return com to didi, while i go and rest on bed and pei dear sms while he train le. good nites :)

jus had a small argument, and not like i wanted to. i wanted to go too, as much as i wish i could. i havent gave up hope but somehow i noe, u've given up. i wish i could make the decision myself, i wish dey wasnt worried and jus let me go, i wished i could jus take the passport and fly wif u. but now i noe, it's all empty wishes. and it's not tat i didnt fight for it, i did. but afterall she's my mum, sometings she's jus worried and i cant stop it. sry for causin u such a huge disappointment.

went for drivin lesson early mornin 7.30am and i made it in time, i cant believe it. lol. after tat went to mit dear and went to renew his passport. after tat went to simlim to see if his lappy is still repairable. and it's somehow half the price of gettin a new one so i dun tink tere a nid to repair it. had lunch at downtown and to my home :) dear was so tired tat he slept for hours, and he's so cute when he hug my monkeys to slp. keke.

i'm tired. shall go to bed soon. nites everyone.
i love u lots, and i reali do, but sometings are jus out of my reach.

Grats Shaun on passin Final Theory :D
Grats Wilson on ROM :D

woo woo~ went chinatown to buy some nice egg tarts after work.

now i'm left wif 2 weeks to finish my project, can i finish it ? i haben even started and i'm so lazy, very lazy. can i dun do? =x but i dun wanna retain -.- how how? how i wish i had a genie who would do all tis work for me, isnt it nice? i noe i'm dreamin but dun smack my head :(


off to bed le. 2morrow home le watch "hai pai tian xin" again, nice show :) on episode 5 le. i will jiayou watch de. hehe. goodnites

i miss my bibi hubby :(

went for my cousin's weddin jus now, my eldest cousin is marred! she's 30 already so not to young either. imagine my ahma has 17 children and dunno how mani grandson/daughters, so the age gap is quite a big range. lol. had a weddin dinner yesterday nite too. 2 continuous day of weddin dinner, eat till fat ! but dunno dear got eat full full anot.

i'm tired, but i cant slp, why why why ? starrin at tis screen makin me see stars soon, WAT SHOUD I DO ?!

GOODBYE.

went to find hubby for dinner 2day. threw my work to do the new come scholar to do so i could leave earlier =x

2morrow got weddin dinner to attend den sat hav another one. zzz. wat season is it? why so many ppl gettin married de. diaos. nid to go for someting relaxin, my left shoulder is like tearin off soon, carry bag also will pain wat shall i do to reduce the pain? any idea anyone?

tired le, nites all :)

went to help my aunt's pasar malam 2day, dear was so busy doin so many tings tat i dun hav the empty slot to go find him. hahas.

while havin dinner wif mama, met dear's parents. lol. so qiao. sit side by side de table. treated me and mama drinks and also the food we ordered. dey paid without us knowin it, even before the food was served. super fast -.- no time to react. lol.

tired. 2morrow gonna up and down run different department le. sian diao.
goodnites.
missin baby.

nothin much 2day. went to look for dinner, slack slack den went for dinner. after dinner went pasar malam find my aunt.

suddenly feeling hungry, got cravin for popcorns, tian ji, cheesecakes, many more. . . . lol. i abit sot le. duno why also.

i'm tired. gd nite. JUS RANDOMLY POSTIN :D

had my drivin lesson again 2day. was in a rush tere cuz my lesson was being push forward. when i reach tere and wanted to book future lesson, it was all full for my available timin, cuz day time i've got work, and weekend are totally slot-less. it makes me reconsider shud i even bk my test date? i scared i not enough practise before the test date. how how?

off to bed le. very tired. my should achin.
i miss u hubby x33

it's confirmed! i'm gonna be shared within 2 departments. what the fish -.-1 department de time already so busy now 2 departments which mean i might not even hav the time to watch my animes. oh man. tis is so kns. den i hav got 2 work place, go up and down, wah, helpin me lose weight -.-

margaret, our so call poly student in charge, came up to make a fuss wif my supervisor till even i hav my earphones on, i still can hear dem quarrelin. i noe we interns are cheap labours but tat's not the way we shud be moved around. listenin to dem quarrel, i notice how much dey nid cheap labour to do all tis borin jobs for dem, as dey're practically lazy.

jus finish downloadin another 50 episodes of naruto shippuden, not i hav 100 episodes le. another 42 more to go. wahahaha. but den, my lappy is goin more and more lag, lesser and lesser space. nid to clear sometings to put in new movies/animes le. lol. or is it my anime/movies too many? might consider burnin dem into cds.

anyway shud i get my specs?

went for aunty chris 61st bdae dinner last nite. imagine she's being doin so for many year of her bdae, i wonder when i'm old, will i hav the chance? lol.

stayed home 2day, nowhere to go, nothin to do. started watchin my naruto shippuuden le! wohoooo~~ download 50 episodes le. another 100 to go. 2morrow bring go office and watch. it's nice, nice until i dun wanna go out, nice until i dun wan eat, nice until i dun wanna slp. lol. i noe i'm being random, but tere's my craze for it :(

2morrow work again, sian diao. from now on, i'll be shared between 2 departments. dey got shortage of interns, but tat's not how dey shud do it man, we interns cant multitask. we're jus cheap labours to dem -.-

waitin for ppl to assemble at zak area~~ waitin waitin. kuai dian, 2morrow got work, wo yao shui jiao. tata ~

i'm havin my FTT in less den 12 hrs time and i noe i will fail. i didnt reali study much seriously. the chances of me passin is like 10% onli. and i duno why, i dun seem to giv a damn -.- i'm more intrested in watchin naruto now den doin any other ting. wo de tian. i noe i'm addicted.

went shoppin wif xiaohan at bugis after work. didnt reali find wat i wanted so sad. i tink i'm too fussy ba :( i wan nice dress. anyone can tell me where?! reali so hard to find nice dress ma. diaos. i wanna buy a pair of heels, and a pair of shoes too. guess i'm gonna spend quite an amount le ba.

ok it's late le, and i'm tired too. nites all. wish me luck for 2morrow's FTT although i already noe the results. toodles ~

fast update, i'm late for bed le. work resume 2morrow, so the sian!!

went vivo wif dear to shop for his shoe and my dress. watch sherlock holmes. the movie was not bad, but u nid to tink a little to understand it, if u're very lazy to tink den i suggest u dun watch it or u wont understand. hahas. after movie walk around in movie. was pretty late le, and the food stall were like closin le. walk through so many cafe and many close le, but finally we found one near the mrt station, but the food wasnt reali gd. we manage to catch the last train home. HENG!

2morrow dear start sch le, he's gonna be tired after sch 2morrow. and for, 2morrow resure work le. sian si le.

jus rmb, i had my 2nd drivin lesson ytd, and i sort of forget almost everyting i learn from the first lesson as it was 2 weeks ago. so i've decided, a lesson every week so tat i wont forget till so jialat. next lesson on the comin sat. hope i 'm doin well ~.~

nites my friends. i noe i'm randomly postin for tis post. lol.

OH YA. I WANNA BUY NICE DRESS, MANY. ANYONE NOE WHERE?!

happy new year to all :)

went orchard wif dear. he wanna shop 2day. burbery, ralph lauren, gucci, chanel, charles & keith, all the branded stuff. lol. see price also scared. but atleast dear got wat he wanted although not complete i tink. after orchard, we went marine! saw some friends tere, some shoppin, some workin. had shabu shabu buffet dinner after all the shoppin. eat till too full, alot left over, scared dey fine us, so we quickly pay and leave the store den go to kbox. met dear's friend outside kbox den it's singin and drinkin time!

notice SOME of his friends can sing quite well, but dear jus dun wan to take the mike and sing :( i'll find another chance i guess. drank some, and we got fine like 100++ for bringin our own alcohol in although we did ordered one from dem too. some ppl gei kiang, drink more den limit and start to throw up, do stupid tings, talk rubbish. lol. after tat walk to suntec to take cab.

while waitin for cab, dear almost fight wif tis indian guy, luckily didnt reali fight -.- i notice how little strength i hav to hold dear bac, he jus swing his hand and i already almost lost hold of it. lol. guess if someting reali happen i cant even do aniting. cab to market, bought food for mama, den go downstair buy beer for mama. guess i let dear wait a little too long for my call tat he start to hav wonderin thoughts.

it's a new year, hope everyone has a gd start. mine already isnt a gd start, come bac mama nag and more. stay happy everyone :)

doesnt feel gd at all, tried to change for the better but still didnt work. totally feelin crappy, cramped. went No.5 for some drinks, guess it was reali bad. had like 6-7 shots of tequila which somehow did let me forget certain stuff for awhile, but at the same time makin my stomach not feelin very well.

i'm on off 2morrow but nowhere and no one to spend the day wif either. jokes.
nid to slp le, head in pain, stomach not very well. gdnite.

notice i haben been updating my blog for quite sometime le, near to a week ba i guess. spend christmas wif dear :) went to watch Avatar in 3D. and it's nice! i recommend the movie to all. watch it in 3d! the scene are all very nice like wonderland. i wished i was tere. my gosh, such nice place.

now year endin le, work also more le, more application le, more mitin to end of the year le. everyone rushin to get tings done before the new year. few more days jiu new year le, another few days off :) cant wait. hahas. i'm jus a slacker, super lazy and nua nowadays. hahas.

advance theory de test date drawin near le and i notice how LITTLE i've studied. practically haben open the book. pls pray tat i dun hav to retake jus like my basic theory. i'll faint. am i so lousy? lol.

off to bed le. 2morrow work again. JI SIAN YI XIA!
dear startin to feel insure, hav his worries, but tere seem to be nothin i can do to make him feel better. junk feelin.

had my first drivin lesson 2day, and it was rainin so heavily. wo de tian, first lesson already rainin, see mirror also hard -.-seriously, first lesson wasnt fun, i was so tense up. step clutch until leg tired, almost wanna cramp le, and my instructor kip talk non stop make me wanna slp. while he speak, i was yawnin away. lol. not like i wan to, but the way he talk is reali makin me slp.

after lesson, i was surprise to see dear outside waitin for me. so nice of him. muacks baby. he shelter me all the way to his house, it was still rainin like duno wat at tat time. wonder when tis rainin season will end, though i love it alot. went home after awhile to change and head bac to dear's hse again!

slack till time for dear's ahma bdae dinner. and we're late! cuz dear dota game haben end yet -.-when we reach the place, i was super cold, weather was cold, plus air con in the restaurant was cold too. wapiang, cant stand it. had a fullin dinner, and dear ate too much. lols. went bac to dear's hse slack awhile while waitin for the rest to come up to cut the cake. i actually fall asleep in tat short period of time and didnt wanted to get up. after cuttin cake, eat le, home sweet home!

somehow i wish i didnt turn 18. after i turn 18, everynite if i'm out till a standard time, my fone will ring "buy beer and cigg for me" and tat's my mum. somehow my pay is like to feed her all tis. wth. faint.

goodnites. tirin day

woah. i didnt not, not showin an sms is equivalent to havin an affair outside. wat a joke.
when u always send sms to certain and delete, certain topic of sms delete, certain ppl de sms u also delete, say nice is dun wan me see le angry la, say not nice is dun wan i noe wat u doin luhs.
u can liddat i cannot liddat la? girls cannot hav own talk la? if got sms dun show means guy la. wow. i duno bout such logic man, mayb i shud try learnin all tis nonsense hur.

u can drink on ur bro's bdae, i cant drink wif friends when it's a 2 year one time gatherin. u can delete sms i cannot. u can got money ting to do, earn middle man commission, i cannot. wat lj logic is tis. u can i cannot. u human i not human? woahs. i didnt noe i became a little puppy kept at home, waitin to be sayang by owner. if reali liddat, i tink, i die very long time ago liao. soccer, mahjong, bball, trainin, eat, gamin. wat else? by the time sayang reaches me, too late ba?

ask u go walk walk at orchard wif me long long one time, dun feel like. ask u come up my hse machiam wan ur life when u see my dad. go out wif friend awhile, u start to abit not happy den start to ask wat time go home. machiam go out wif friend is sure cao sai, somemore when is all girls. den go out in middle of nite to slack once in a while wif my girls u not happy le, when u can go xfire play ur dota, slack till mornin 3-4am den next day too tired to mit. is tis some joke or wat? everytime ur friend bdae, i sure hav to kip the day and the after available for u, why? cuz u'll be tired after the day. LMAO.

ur concern is someting, while my is nothin. ok. i learn a new lesson 2day is let's say, 15mins? joke joke joke. if u're so freakin busy wif ur friend everyday den by all means go enjoy life wif dem everyday, wat for u nid me, for being a nuisance in ur life. so free find ur job if u're reali so determin, not everyday free, bros say wan mahjong den u mahjong/aniting. no own tinkin? ppl ask u pass money u pass, dey cannot pass demself ar? ppl own debt ur fone titi ring for fk? last time when i so fkin free, when the hell is all ur monday? burn on helpin ppl settle money ting. u jiak pa bo sai pang? titi help ppl settle ting. even find job also all find 2gether, reali is brother all the way. if one of u get the job onli means all dun work le? i wonder how's all gonna survive in the market next time when u all gotta work seperately.

isnt the world so ironic? last time u're the one sayin i'm always so bo liao findin ting to quarrel wif u, and now u're the one tellin me tat i'm hidin from u, havin another guy. pls luhs. all ppl can see tat i'm busy wif work, tryin to make tat extra bucks. although not alot, but better den nothin. i've got no fkin time to entertain guys who are hongin me, and anyway, i dun see any. LOL. from the moment my facebook status change to engaged, i noe where i choose to be, and wif who. dun giv me nonsence if u wanna change track, jus tell me straight.

stopin here for all tis rubbish. BYE SUCKERS. MAY ALL DIE IN HELL.
AND MAY THE BABY BE BORN A DEVIL, LIKE ME :D

nice post here :)

went bac to my dearest hongkah north cc at gombak to see my kids and visit laoshi. so much has changed. it's been 2 years since we gather like 2day. all the best for the performance. hope it goes well, but infact more practise needed. as usual, we're very welcomed to join bac, but somemore, lookin at the ppl tere tat has changed, no interest to stay tere le. i'm one of the example.

went for lunch at our usual place to hav chicken rice! hahas. so long since we ate tere and aunty still rmb us, cuz we use to eat weekly 2 years bac. after tat somemore suddenly said bout drinkin and 2 idiot went to get a few bottles. i didnt drink much, hasnt been drinkin for sometime le. after tat went bac to cc to play blackjack. i won quite alot k. playin wif smallest 20cent stake let me win till around $30. after tat use the money cab go find dear, so many coin, uncle say he dun mind den take plastic bag to kip. lol.

when reach, dear was playin mahjong wif his brothers, at the same time i'm feelin giddy and wanna vomit. lol. den after mahjong was dinner den home. the end.

byebye .

went off early from office 2day to go bedok register drivin lesson and find dear. hahas. one time payment $25x le. so ex ~.~ wonder if mama will sponsor me all the way till i get my drivin licence. i hope so, if not no money how continue ?!

dear met me at inter, helped me wif abit of the registration and headed for his home. while sleepin, suddenly feel so cold. wat's wrong wif my body nowadays. i wonder. dear is also havin the same problem. i cold until wake dear up from his sleep also. over dinner he told me, dunno why i woke him up when i'm the one covered wif the blankie. den i wonder, wat am i doin. zzz.

went wif dear to pizza hut for dinner. been some time since i went pizza hut. dey took so long to serve the pizza and it wasnt very nice afterall. we seldom hav leftover pizza when me and ear go eat, but 2day we had 2 pieces of leftover. so i'm here recommendin u all, DUN take the christmas promotion pizza. not nice!!

i'm off to gamin. cya.
miss my baby, loves.

happy 18 months , hubby Y

brought dear to downtown newyork for a gd meal. actually i was wantin to hav someting i didnt had for some time so decided to go newyork. so happy dear came down to pasir ris to find me. muack muacks.

got my PDL le, nwo decidin where i shud learn my drivin from, any suggestion? and my shoulders are achin :(

i'm missin u already, dear.

one and a half day didnt go bac office, 2day suddenly go bac office totally nua, dun feel like doin aniting. weekly report/reflection also dun bother to update. my supervisor also never chase and my stupid lecturer who is suppose to come and visit us dunno fly us how many time aeroplane le. his ahgong open airport?

had lunch wif lingzhe, though we work in the same buildin, but we mit once in a new moon. LOL. chat bout how much all outher lecturers had visit their precious student while ours haben bother to visit us yet. monday gotta fax in the assessment to sch and we're gonna rite tat our lecturer is MIA. hahahah. it doesnt matter if he comes anot, i'm still gettin my straight As :p

dear ar dear. i miss you, do u noe tat. hope 2morrow when u wake up will hav calls from company recruitin u ba. u can do it de. gambate! muacks

and si lang zhong. if u see tis i wan slap u. laoniang bathin dun flood my fone -.-

WOOTS~ I FINALLY PASSED MY BASIC THEORY ON MY SECOND TRY! thanks to dear :)
sisters, pls contact me for the bk if u wan.
FT on 08/01/10

firstly in the mornin, woke up wif lots of call from office which ask if i'll be tere when i already applied for off -.- askin me if i'll be tre to cover the work. hello?! it's not my work man. i'm jus an intern. if i get as much pay as u, i dun mind. lol.

went for E-Trial late but luckily i was still allowed to take the trial. first paper i got 85% fail, 2nd paper i got 80% fail also. tinkin tat my result for e-trial gets from bad to worst, my actual test gonna fail man. but who noes, i actually passed! wahahah. mani questions were from the e-trial. so if u're someone like me who dun study, go for the e-trial.

the gu behind me took the test for 4 mins and he stood up and left the rm. i turn over and saw tat he PASSED. he took onli 4 mins to pass the test. so dam confident. after seeing he pass, i stress. scared fail again, totally dunno how. took like 5mins to ans 1 last ques, somehow feel the question will help me to decide whether i pass or fail.

met some long lost girlfriends at nite, had dinner, slack and walk around. fone batt went flat and couldnt reply dear's sms. sorry dear, i didnt do it on purpose. tink i gotta buy a spare batt and carry it all the time le. liddat, i wont face prob wif fone batt gone flat and no sms reply. seriously, i also dun like the feelin which i cant reply ur sms, somehow, sometime, it makes me feel empty. mayb i'm jus silly ba.

jus finish watchin one piece latest eps. one week one eps until i actually almost forget bout it.

tirin day, all go course, trainin, left me do all the application. hao lei ar. off to bed le. update more next time.

miss my baby.

weekend is over, holiday wif dear is also over :(

dear got a htc fone which i tink he'll hav a hard time usin due to no nails =x gotta got use to it le wor. the thrend now is touch screen fones. lol. finally, we had our own time 2gether, miss his hugs and kisses the moment i left him. hubby, jy for ur interview 2morrow! :) and not skip sch ~.~ dear, dun tink too much k. some ppl is friends and will always be friends onli. u're my one and onli. no doubts bout tat, i assure u. i noe i'm busy nowadays, and mayb neglectin u, i'm sorry.

shaun is bac from australia, finally! got someone i talk all my rubbish to le. hahas. he got me the vodka rock imited edition tat i wanted for so so so long. and i noe he que for quite long. thanks shaun! now tat u're bac we dun nid the internet sms ting. lol. but i can see u very shag. lol.

2morrow bac to work. gotta wake up at 6am, reach airport at 7.30am to pik up the delegates for the Asean Port Assosiation mitin. wapiang, so early also dunno can wake up anot. i better go slp soon. nites!

oh ya. i saw sam 2day. he look rounder =x

went steamboat dinner 2day wif afew of my work friend! been quite some time since i had steamboat, bout a month?



gonna spend tis weekend wif dear le, finally! hav not been havin enough time wif dear due to work event, one after another. sry dear. tis weekend is ours :)

gotta go slp le, onli slept 3.5hrs ytd. slp early so 2morrow can wake up early go find dear, i miss him! nites all, i'm super tired :(